This is MUSIC SHARING SATURDAYS!!!
I found this song a few days ago on my music player. I was shocked because it says EXACTLY how I feel towards Em. I’d want to dedicate this song to her if… only she would listen.
“I want to be your lover
Never just your friend
I swear I’ll be beside you
Every chance I get
I wish you’d take me a little more seriously
When I say these things to you
But you act like you don’t know who I’m talking to…”
Kill The Alarm - Collide
Album: Fire Away
Enjoy the music, feed the soul!
All Time Low - Time-Bomb (Acoustic Version)
No, this is not music sharing day.
This is a song going out to a special someone.
Her name is Em. And if she is reading this and listening to this song, I would like to let her know that I still love her and I still want us back as much as I did the first time because she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I could go on living everyday without her but I choose not to. She means the world to me and the world means nothing without her. Em, you may not be perfect but “I wouldn’t have you any other way.”
Please don’t be pissed off. It’s just because… Yeah. You probably know why…
*whispered* (I still love you!)
This is MUSIC SHARING SATURDAYS!!
I’m missing Em so much since… everyday!
So today I’ll be sharing…
Chris Brown - Crawl
Enjoy the music, feed the soul!
To make my summer a little less boring I decided that I should make a plan for myself. There is so much to do in so little time so this would help me keep track of what I need to do. It would be like a checklist for me.
NUMBER 1: Finish FILBAS!
This subject, in my opinion is a curse! This is the only subject I need to finish College. The last one! Lets FINISH THIS!!!
NUMBER 2: Find a way to make quick cash.
I have a cousin who has one of these mobile thingies that he considers a pass time that also helps him make a fair amount of cash. That would be a good place to start off. *CACHING*
NUMBER 3: Fix my room.
Thesis making was the most exhausting part of my college life and it made me unintentionally ignore a few things in my life. One of those things would be my room. Right after the thesis my room looked like Japan (Earthquake & Tsunami incident). But I’m slowly “rebuilding” it by trying to get rid of all the excess paper and dust (sand, if you would consider a large amount). I’m thinking about selling the paper to Tipco (that would mean fulfilling a part of NUMBER 2). I just don’t know if they would accept tracing paper.
NUMBER 4: Make a song. Go to Manila with Jurelle. Record the song.
Ever since I could remember, I have always wanted to play the guitar, sing and make my own song. And since high school I have been doing all that. The only thing now is I have been wanting to record a song in a studio with real recording equipment. Thank God for my best friend, Jurelle. He has friends in Manila that could help us out with that.
NUMBER 5: Buy a Gundam
I want to collect Gundams from the Gundam 00 series. But its not really coming into play because I have been stuck with 3 Gundams since January. I’m hoping this summer I could buy at least 1 to add up to my toy collection.
NUMBER 6: Lose weight.
I have been gaining a lot of weight these past few months and I am not liking the feed back. I am really getting sick of people teasing me about my weight and its time to do something about it. I jog and go on a diet these past few days to get me started. Plus, I don’t feel good about being big anymore. It makes me feel uncomfortable and “unwanted” at times. Well, I got my buddy, Kio, to help me out. TO THE GYM!!!
And last but certainly not the least…
NUMBER 7: Take Em on a date at Italianni’s.
A few months ago, Italianni’s opened up a branch in Marquee Mall. Em and I have been waiting for it to open since last year. But when it opened we didn’t have the money to go on a dinner date… and up until now. I plan on spending some of the money I would get from plan NUMBER 2 on our (proposed) dinner date. Its been a while since we went on a real date and I miss it.
Its been a week since Em was confined in the hospital because she had Dengue fever. I was my first time to see some one up close have dengue and take care of them. I had a classmate in Elementary school who died of dengue and that made me nervous of my girlfriend’s disease. Luckily, she’s better but she’s still in the hospital for observation.
The night before she had fever, we were together. She was fine then and feeling alright. She was cheerful as usual. But when it was late in the evening, she felt something already. I was guessing that she might have been bitten in the jeep. That was just my wild guess but could be a big probability.
I’m sure some of you guys have experience riding a mosquito-infested jeep. Now that is pretty scary. You never know where those little devils came from. It is obvious that we wouldn’t be able to distinguish if the jeep we are about to ride would have mosquitoes lurking around. But if you guys do, please be extra cautious. You might become a victim.
Other than personal precaution, jeepney drivers should monitor and make sure that their jeeps are clean and should have no disease-carrying creatures in them. A spray can of insecticide is cheaper than a person getting confined in a hospital for a week or so.